How to Deal with Suicidal Thought
I curse the blue skies
Sometimes I wanna lay it all down
I WANT TO SAY GOOD BYE
When I stop wandering at the end of this road
I hope I can close my eyes without regrets
Sometimes we experince hard things on life and feel like we are loser. Right?
If you ever have a suicidal thought when you face a problem in your life. i think its normal. If now you have that
suicidal thoughts at least spend 5 minutes more
to read this. After reading this and you still wanna do suicide, i cant
prevent you to do so,, go end it if you want
Dont think that everyone who has
everything, and seems to be happy cant have such thinking. I have experienced
it before. Maybe you need to read the srory
I faced hard time and yes it hurts me
the most but everytime im gonna try to kill myself, do you know what i was
doing?
I look for some reason on internet, the
reason why people do suicide and i search something true and its right to do
suicide. I looked for the quotes that supporting suicide and i got it, a line
that said people who did suicide actually dont want to kill themselves but they
just cant hold the pain and the pain maybe unbearable.
You know what, it not only you who have a hard
life. Many people around world are exactly feeling same. Feel that you only the
one who feel it. If you think you are alone, you are wrong. I'm here and when i
was tired with my life i just wanna end up. Growing as adult we have to face
many things and sometime destiny put his hand over. Lost people whom you love
or something hurt you must wont kill you but the reason, the main thing why you
wanna suicide is the feeling that nobody understand n nobody care for you or
you keep to cover the feeling to other. Believe me that its not the knife or
poison who will kill you, but your loneliness will do.
Good, you have been passed some minutes
to read this and delay your suicidal action. If you can keep it longer it will
be better. Do you ever think what kind
of action that is best to do suicide? I have one best option. Go to the middle
of sea then drown yourself or just kill urself in a very quite jungle or
wherever . Make sure nobody will find you. Yes your pain maybe will end after
suicide but why i suggest that nobody shouldnt find you? Because if someone
find you and other come to know, they will be sad.
If there is no one that will not feel
sad or sorry after your death then you can continue to kill yourself with any
way you want. But remember, IF NOBODY.
This is what comes to my mind when im
going to end up. My heart feel hurts and keep crying whole night by listening
LOSER song from BIGBANG. Yes, i wish i just can jump from high building but
should i do that? If i did so, somebody
will find me and know that i m daughter of someone that loves me the most.
People will bury my body and they will said what kind of dad that he letting
her daughter kill herself or someone kill her? No, i dont want. If i must do
suicide i will make sure nobody find me, then later i think, if nobody wont
find me it means my dad will search me to any place and keep hoping that he may
meet me and one time he may die because of sadness. I dont want it too.
I cant tell people about my feeling. I m
an introvert and if you are same to me, don't think that you are crazy. I
visited psychologist many times to ask why i m like this, people are hardly
understand me but ya its normal and you don't have to think about it.
Having friend to share and someone who
can talk to you is the key. You don't have to tell them what happen to you if
you want but just keep in touch. Don't stay alone, go outside if you need fresh
air or just staring people from street side it will do.
Last thing, if you do suicide action
after this, don't stop to read, there is something that you wont feel if you
kill your self
Whenever you can handle your problem, by
time goes it will heal your pain. Even if he memory is still there and the pain
is also still inside your heart but at least you feel better. Its ok if you
crying whole time but sure you will be tired one day and stop crying. And when
the time passed, you can forget it and have a better brand new life trust me
the feeling is like
Wow, i have been through the hell and im
still alive. Its time for me to wear the crown and walk like a king. Isnt it amazing?
Even if you are sick or you may end up someday, isnt it a precious memory that
you dont give up for your illness and people will know u as a brave one.
Best people is them who are thinking to
kill themselves but they still alive nowadays. Depression is normal , and every
people must face it. Later, when you have solved the problem after you stumble
and fall, you can rise and stand up again. Meet people and start creating
something. Life maybe not always make you happy but trust me you can create
your own happiness and its your choice.
Its on your hand whatever you want to
do. If after reading this you still want to do suicide, you can do it and
nobody will help you. Its only you who can help yourself but it means you need
a someone inside you who are strong and brave enough to hold you.
If you have friends whom you think
having such suicidal thinking, hold and always check them. Ask them if they r
ok at least they will feel someone care for them.
Life is not always easy
We dont always stand
Sometimes life hurt us
The path that we stepped in fill with
thorns
Just let someone else to hold your hand
and feel the pain
Maybe you will see a hope
Or you may live once again
Kill yourself do it
Kill your self who hurt in the past
And born as new you
Whatever it is, just let life flow and
#FightDepression, go through and win it like a king.
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Visit me on my migme page and join me there to fight depression and gather with friends.. cos migme is the place where i can talk and have fun with friends even erase my sadness and just laugh to forget every problem there
check this link and join me there
http://mig.me/anggi.rosalia