FightDepresion, Go Kill Yourself

    How to Deal with Suicidal Thought

I curse the blue skies
Sometimes I wanna lay it all down
I WANT TO SAY GOOD BYE
When I stop wandering at the end of this road
I hope I can close my eyes without regrets

Sometimes we experince hard things on life and feel like we are loser. Right?  If you ever have a suicidal thought when you face a problem in your life.  i think its normal. If now you have that suicidal thoughts at least spend 5 minutes more  to read this. After reading this and you still wanna do suicide, i cant prevent you to do so,, go end it if you want

Dont think that everyone who has everything, and seems to be happy cant have such thinking. I have experienced it before. Maybe you need to read the srory

I faced hard time and yes it hurts me the most but everytime im gonna try to kill myself, do you know what i was doing?

I look for some reason on internet, the reason why people do suicide and i search something true and its right to do suicide. I looked for the quotes that supporting suicide and i got it, a line that said people who did suicide actually dont want to kill themselves but they just cant hold the pain and the pain maybe unbearable.

 You know what, it not only you who have a hard life. Many people around world are exactly feeling same. Feel that you only the one who feel it. If you think you are alone, you are wrong. I'm here and when i was tired with my life i just wanna end up. Growing as adult we have to face many things and sometime destiny put his hand over. Lost people whom you love or something hurt you must wont kill you but the reason, the main thing why you wanna suicide is the feeling that nobody understand n nobody care for you or you keep to cover the feeling to other. Believe me that its not the knife or poison who will kill you, but your loneliness will do.

Good, you have been passed some minutes to read this and delay your suicidal action. If you can keep it longer it will be better.  Do you ever think what kind of action that is best to do suicide? I have one best option. Go to the middle of sea then drown yourself or just kill urself in a very quite jungle or wherever . Make sure nobody will find you. Yes your pain maybe will end after suicide but why i suggest that nobody shouldnt find you? Because if someone find you and other come to know, they will be sad.

If there is no one that will not feel sad or sorry after your death then you can continue to kill yourself with any way you want. But remember, IF NOBODY.

This is what comes to my mind when im going to end up. My heart feel hurts and keep crying whole night by listening LOSER song from BIGBANG. Yes, i wish i just can jump from high building but should i do that? If i did so,  somebody will find me and know that i m daughter of someone that loves me the most. People will bury my body and they will said what kind of dad that he letting her daughter kill herself or someone kill her? No, i dont want. If i must do suicide i will make sure nobody find me, then later i think, if nobody wont find me it means my dad will search me to any place and keep hoping that he may meet me and one time he may die because of sadness. I dont want it too.

I cant tell people about my feeling. I m an introvert and if you are same to me, don't think that you are crazy. I visited psychologist many times to ask why i m like this, people are hardly understand me but ya its normal and you don't have to think about it.

Having friend to share and someone who can talk to you is the key. You don't have to tell them what happen to you if you want but just keep in touch. Don't stay alone, go outside if you need fresh air or just staring people from street side it will do.

Last thing, if you do suicide action after this, don't stop to read, there is something that you wont feel if you kill your self

Whenever you can handle your problem, by time goes it will heal your pain. Even if he memory is still there and the pain is also still inside your heart but at least you feel better. Its ok if you crying whole time but sure you will be tired one day and stop crying. And when the time passed, you can forget it and have a better brand new life trust me the feeling is like

Wow, i have been through the hell and im still alive. Its time for me to wear the crown and walk like a king. Isnt it amazing? Even if you are sick or you may end up someday, isnt it a precious memory that you dont give up for your illness and people will know u as a brave one.

Best people is them who are thinking to kill themselves but they still alive nowadays. Depression is normal , and every people must face it. Later, when you have solved the problem after you stumble and fall, you can rise and stand up again. Meet people and start creating something. Life maybe not always make you happy but trust me you can create your own happiness and its your choice.

Its on your hand whatever you want to do. If after reading this you still want to do suicide, you can do it and nobody will help you. Its only you who can help yourself but it means you need a someone inside you who are strong and brave enough to hold you.

If you have friends whom you think having such suicidal thinking, hold and always check them. Ask them if they r ok at least they will feel someone care for them.

Life is not always easy

We dont always stand

Sometimes life hurt us

The path that we stepped in fill with thorns

Just let someone else to hold your hand and feel the pain

Maybe you will see a hope

Or you may live once again

Kill yourself do it

Kill your self who hurt in the past

And born as new you

Whatever it is, just let life flow and

#FightDepression, go through  and win it like a king.


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